12 weeks....

Apologies for the silence of late.  Life has been hectic with Wheat Planting and this Farmers Widow bizzo.  Needless to say - thank goodness the husbo is off the tractor because I was seriously starting to loose my shiz!

In more important news, this little man turned 12 weeks.  Crazy, right?  Didn't I just give birth to him yesterday? 

I shall be back this week to share some of my photography magic with you from a weekend jammed-packed with shoots!

Hi Han....

I find it hard to get my head around that people actually read this blog.  Recently, I have had an increasing number of people saying "Hi Han" to me as I walk down the street. 

The scene usually goes something like this:

: Stranger says "Hi Han"  or  "Hi Macie"  or  "Oh look at Will - isn't he getting big!"
: I do my usual "Smile & Wave" trick and turn to Heath and say "Who was that?"
: Heath replies "How the hell would I know....remember you have a blog Han?"
: Then there is a silence where I scan through my memory to try and work out who is saying hello to me!
: Then I go "Pfft - no one reads it anyway" and go on trying to wrangle two kids and do my list of jobs. 

But lately, I can't seem to ignore the increasing number of "Hellos" by all these beautiful people.  I love it because there is nothing more refreshing than walking down the street to be greeted with friendly faces and happy hellos.  It's humbling and surreal.

So, thank you for being so friendly. 
Thank you for being so nice. 
But mostly, thank you for reading my blog. 
You are all amazing - whether I know you or not. 

X 

I have everything.

I opened my eyes to find Heath standing at the end of my bed looking a tad worse for wear.  He had been on the dog shift with William since 5am when he took over from me and told me to go back to bed.  I rolled over, looked at my phone, saw the time was only 7.01am and groaned.  "Surely on Mother's Day I can have a sleep-in" I said with a tone laced with a combination of sleep deprevation and annoyance....and the reply "7am is a sleep-in these days" and it's so true.  So I dragged my sorry ass out of bed and went to cuddle my babies on the couch.  I found Macie in her highchair eating her much loved honey toast and William happily in his swing watching the happenings of the cottage. 

For some reason I was acting like a bear with a sore head.  I don't know what I expected when I walked out of the bedroom.  It's not like I wanted a room full of flowers or a helicopter in the front paddock to whisk Heath & I away for the day (ok maybe I wanted the helicopter)....all I wanted was a sleep-in longer than 7.01am.  I cursed myself for being ungrateful - I don't need anything.  I have everything. 

Next thing Heath and Macie disappear and come back armed with chocolates, cuddles, flowers and a card.  I swallow my bad mood, curse myself again for being a bitch and just realised how grateful I am. 

: A husbo that organises his mum to drive to town to purchase a Mothers Day gift for me even though he has been working 15 hour days on the tractor. 
: A husbo that hides the gifts down at his mum's so I second-guess his romantic gestures
: A husbo that then proceeds to cook me bacon and eggs for breakfast with steaming hot coffee
: A daughter that loves me; and
: A son that declares that I am his world every time I leave his line of vision. 

I have everything.

Bookworm...

It's wheat planting time here - and that means looooong hours for the husbo and flying solo until it's all finished. 

This is what our nights look like at the moment while I try to feed, bath and dress two kids for bed....then keep them occupied until that glorious 7pm.  Macie is obsessed with books and insists that she reads them to us - and she actually does a really great job!  Even Will loves it!

So there are lots of trips to visit Daddy on the tractor and lots of tears from Macie when we have to leave but it's not forever - and there is nothing more I love than a wheat crop - watching it grown and turn golden! 

Speaking of books - I recently made a massive order of books for the kids through The Book Depository in the UK.  I have to share this website with you - it's cheap and the postage is free.  Too good to be true hey! 

While purchasing these books, I treated myself with two books written by two of my favourite blogs ever....



Stephanie from Nie Nie Dialogues
I purchased it from here

and...

Kelle from Enjoying the Small Things
I purchased it from here

 If you love a good read  - then take yourselves off to these blogs and prepare to be sucked in.  I literally read these blogs daily.  They make me laugh and cry - and they inspire me.

So, now I am itching at the bit for our book order to arrive so I can snuggle under the covers with a hot coffee and escape to another person's world - a world that is so inspirational and beautiful.

And I am hoping that my children learn to love books as much as I do - because there is nothing more satisfying than being engrossed in a book, finishing it and than having a bookcase full of your favourite reads. 

What's your favourite book?

Mr Brown can do it....can you do it too?

One of my favourite blogs ever is Beth from BabyMac. 

If you don't follow her - do it. 

If you do - you will understand what I mean.  Her blog is refreshingly honest and I walk away revitalised and re-energised that I can relate to a beautiful Mum who I don't even 'know'. 

It was today on BabyMac's Facebook page that her status really hit home....

"Lunch making
Breakfast
Bed making
Nappies changed
Kids dressed
Washing on
Dishwasher loading
Shopping
Clothes on the line
Cleaning
... Dishwasher unpacking
Chopping & stacking wood
Lunch making

All before midday!

Women deserve medals for all the stuff they do day in, day out. If no one has told you today, I'm telling you: YOU ARE AMAZING FOR DOING EVERYTHING YOU DO. No really, you are."

 

It's true.  Even though we have the title of "Stay-at-home-Mum" or even worse "Home Duties"....it's bloody hard work.  My days look like this at the moment...

 

: Wake up at 4am to Will.  Declare to husbo to stay in bed seeing as though he is doing 15hr days on the tractor for Wheat Plant.

: Pass out on spare bed in Will's room after the 4am feed

: Wake up to Heath going to work

: Breakfast for kids

: Skull cold coffee

: Talk with Mum on phone while Macie sings her "Tomorrow" by Annie and I am trying to feed Will.

: Make second round of breakfast for Macie

: Clean Kitchen

: Load dishwasher

: Play with kids

: Put Will to bed

: Bribe Macie with jellybeans in return for no accidents with the toilet training

: Do bookwork while drawing happy and sad faces for Macie on demand

: Try to talk with my sister over the phone in 5 different phone calls to have one conversation

: Put load of washing on

: Make morning tea for Macie

: Take washing off line - put more washing on.

: Let dog off the chain

: Feed the chooks

: Wrangle two year old back inside

: Talk to client/friend on phone - all while having to apologise about my noisy child (and people wonder why I only text & e-mail!)

: Call MIL

: Feed Will

: Make lunch for Macie

: Read "Mr Brown can do it" for the 148th time this week

: Put Macie to bed - with much protest  

: Sucked in to Macies "I need to do a Wee-Wee" excuse to get out of bed

: Put Will to bed

: Escape to the shower while Macie is on the loo - yes people, it's after lunch time. 

: Offer a deal with Macie that she can have a mandarin then bed - she agrees.

: Put Macie to bed - with much protest again. Note to self:  Deals do not work with a 2 year old.

: Decide to crawl into bed myself.  Both kids are quiet.

: Close my eyes - Will cries.  Put dummy in and collapse in bed again.

: Close my eyes - Macie cries.  Get upto Macie and ask for her to go to bed. 

: Finally get a quick kip before Will cries again.  Raise white flag and get Will up. Go to let Macie up too....but she is now asleep.

:  Kids awake.  Head to paddock to drop off a hot coffee to husbo to get him through the 3pm nods.

:  Head to town to collect laptop.  Still not fixed.

:  Head home.  Receive phone call from husbo who needs a part.  Turn around and head back to town.

:  Receive another phonecall from husbo - he has worked out someone else to collect part.  Turn around and back home.

:  Make and put quiche in oven.

:  Bath the kids.

:  Watch ABC kids from the back of my eyelids with the kids

:  Deliver dinner to Heath on the tractor

:  Feed dinner to Macie

:  Read "Mr Brown can do it" for the 149th this week

:  Put Macie to bed

:  Feed Will and put Will to bed.

:  E-mails

:  Dinner

:  The Block

:  Fold Washing

...............

 

So, next time you think that everything is under control here at the cottage....take off those rose-coloured glasses.  Life here is normal - it's real - it's chaos - sometimes organised but most of the time, it's not. 

 

But that's the way I like it, love it and live for it. 

 

And that is what gives me my excuse for a well-deserved rum & coke every single night. 

 

Out of Macie's mouth....

I don't think anything can be as funny as the phrases that are coming out of Macie's mouth at the moment.  She has us in absolute stitches most days and we have to continuously remind ourselves that we have a little parrot that is listening to our E.V.E.R.Y word!

Some of the beauties at the moment.....

When Willy is crying...."It's alright buddy - no crying mate, it'll be OK.  Where's your happy face?  Do I need to help you find it?"...

When Willy is smiling...."Oh look at that Mummy - he is smiling!  Oh aren't you just a darling William!"

"GEDDDOWN"....when the bloody dogs are barking!

"COME ON CHOOKIES"....trying to get the chooks (who think they are dogs) to play with her.

"I'm SO Happy right now" after we had a special takeaway picnic to watch the fireworks at the show.

Heath was home the other day so I took full advantage and went and had a long shower, washed my hair and then straightened it.  I came out of the bedroom and she said "Oh Mummy - you look so beautiful".  Then later on in the morning, I placed my hair up into a ponytail.  Next thing I have Macie running up to me saying "Put your hair out Mummy - it looks so beautiful down!". 

When asked if she has thanked her Daddy she says "Oh Thanks BABE".....I call Heath "Babe"....oh dear!  She proceeded to say "Thanks Babe" to her Great-Grandma the other day.  Eek!

When she smells that Willy has a pooey bum....she will hold her nose and say "THAT'S DISGUSTING WILLIAM!"

If she spots Heath or I with anything in our mouths she will say "Get that out of your mouth right now!  What happens if you swallow it?  It will make your belly go "Ow"!!!". 

and the latest one is....

"I'M HUNGRY"....and she says this all day long!

She makes us laugh, scream, smile and cry - but at the end of the day, she is the most beautiful, delightful, clever and loving little girl that we are so proud to call our daughter.  What a priviledge to watch this little girl grow. 

**  All photos are of "Farmer Macie" who wants to spend her days on the tractor with her Daddy planting the wheat.  She waited by the window yesterday afternoon until he came to pick her up and then spent hours with him.  Seriously special memories. **

Supermoon last night!!  

Old-Fashion Fun

I woke up with the blues today.  I had the tears to match and I couldn't seem to find the sunshine in my day or the spring in my step. 

And then Heath came home and declared that he was taking us all to the Show...he knew it would fill my heart up with whatever was missing....
...and he was right.  It was such a magical few hours as a family - no tears, no tantrums and just plain old-fashioned fun!  These are the kind of afternoons where it makes all worth it.  X